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[01 Dec 2009|06:03pm] |
piss. shit fuck.
I feel like I'm in Korea again.
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[01 Dec 2009|05:34pm] |
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I feel like giving up finally caught up with me.
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[01 Feb 2009|06:49am] |
ca.youtube.com/watch
Roughly translated in my words:
In a naked sea under the bruised sun in an old swamp in dirty hands and me, that old swamp separate from the world the heat of the sun on my body a chain from the ground to my feet I waited for one day I wanted to be the ocean I wanted to be the biggest ocean in the world I had dreams of going and becoming part of the ocean light the night on fire to make it to tomorrow.
At first I was ambitious under the old sky over the dark times my eyes became bruised My eyes, my eyes were fixed on it behind the high mountains but these cold hands passed and dug a ditch on the path I fell into the ditch My dreams got further away The sun never cut through and eventually gave up too now I'm a swamp Only one kind of future In one direction i get buried In the other burned by the sun
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| Conversation with Jake The Snake |
[20 May 2008|05:22pm] |
Phone rings...
JTS: Where's Kevin!? Me: He's gone JTS: Who's there besides you, PARIS? Me: NOBODY!!JAKE!!
click.
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| Conversations with Sasha |
[14 May 2008|03:29am] |
Love is a VIRUS! IT DIGS LIKE A HEDGEHOG!! right down to your bones. your core. It's an itch under your skin that should be easy to please but isn't!
8 o-clock the virus will be wrapped around you. Lighting your cigarette.
FUCKKKK
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[14 May 2008|03:00am] |
I am constantly thinking. Why do I think so much? It gets me into trouble. I hurt people. I hurt myself.
Why can't I be a regular girl with boyfriends that think i'm regular.Why can't I be dating and not be married?
This curse.
Whats he doing right now? whats he thinking? will he be around the morning after when I realize that it's actually him that I love? Will I ever allow myself to get there?
Maybe this whole time that I've been trying to convince him that the thing he's in love with is the idea of me not actually me, it's been the other way around?
Maybe I'm in love with him because I'm in love with the idea of being needed. Don;t we all?
I feel guilty and he's glad that I feel guilty. I miss him but I dont want him back.
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[08 May 2008|05:54am] |
and then.
4 hours later
Its became (0)
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[28 Apr 2008|01:20am] |
The following was taken from an old entry and was translated in Snoop Talk from gizoogle.com:
I fizzle like i hizzle been frontin' . Im a bad boy wit a lotta hos. This weekend wizzy be filled wit fun n fun n steppin' fo' sheezy. Show com'n up so show some love niggaz.
haha! amazing
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| Random find of the day: |
[15 Apr 2008|12:54am] |
 Greatest thing since Hot Rods and Pop Rocks. It's louder than typing on my keyboard. I think I just wet my pants.
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| PLEASE LOVE! |
[21 Feb 2008|12:10am] |
Getting back into the swing of doing shows, making art, being creative in general. I have one painting completed. not really the direction i wanna be going in... more on this later.
I feel like i have been hibernating . This weekend will be filled with fun and fun and dancing. Show coming up. I will be DJing after the two bands play. If anyone would like to DJ with me, I'll be more than happy!
My boo made me breakfast in bed this morning. I slept for hours while he figured out how to play 'fallen leaves' on the guitar for one of his students.
Everyone, please stay in love.
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So here we are. 2008. Nothing has really changed. Everything seems to be just the same. The people of Kitchener/Waterloo continued to create unnecessary drama. Friends will ignore you. Boyfriends won't make the bed. Parents will assume you're into wild and crazy drugs. People will lie just to get out of plans and call you fake. Certain people still feel threatened that you may one day try to steal their boyfriend. Drama. Drama. Drama.
Again and Again and Again and AGAIN!
On the other side. there are some people who don't create drama, but find it amusing. Person who doesn't create drama: Give me a call, we should do something this week.
EDIT: Boyfriend made the bed. a new bed! EDIT: technology is a stress maker.
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[07 Jan 2008|07:27pm] |
Man, i gotta get my hands on some of this....or not.
"It was like I was a sober guy trapped in a tripping guy's body."
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[08 Dec 2007|12:28am] |
The best thing ever is waking up in the middle of night next to the man of your dreams. Then falling back into sleep just by smelling his shoulder or chin because you feel absolutely safe and comfortable.
Here's a photo I found. The man of my dreams is on the left.
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